I Miss You!

I miss the times,

When emotions were real, when feelings were dear

When silence was not loud, when togetherness was the sole proud

When people cared for others, when emotions were bigger than motions

When friendship was social not in social site it was

Where are you lost!

We all are selfish beast without you,

Running to be least without you,

Caring for only deeds without you,

Nothing is real but reel without you

I wish to see the better us,

In each of us, I wish to see You

I have miles to go before I sleep,

In those miles,I wish to give you, to share you

In lost land, I wish to sow you

You are inside us, only realization is needed

We all need you!

In this wonderland, in the times we spend

In tons of hatred, we decay without you.

We didn't realize when we started to live without you

 Emotions, I miss you, I miss you in people today, I saw you in distant past,waving away, didn't understand then, but now, I do.We can always possess what we need, what we greed but emotions is what makes us live the life we have. People get real, express, feel, share. There is so much to give, remove the glares of worldly deeds and open thyself! 

Revenge is what I question is right!

I sat again in shadows and light
I think again in nights too quite
Is revenge worthy for you,for me,for any
Thought in thoughts brought me this thought.
I hit u ,u hit me,we both in pain
I bit u ,u bit me, we again are same
Intentions were wrong,pain hence given right
What is so fun then to cheat then fight
I say u hit and I sit in solace
I say u bit and I knit in place.
My silence gives peace ,all answers for hits and bits
If intentions are pious then revenge too fits
Pain gives pain, no gain we gain
Give love for pain,no sense in being insane.

Really is revenge worthy enough to waste our effort,time ,energy on that. I start with an argument saying..we take revenge because we think someone did something wrong with us..now by taking revenge we too are doing wrong. What is so right in that!! Revenge can bring only hatred ,temper when silence could be the best answer to every wrong doing.

Give this a shot,I give u food for thought!! 

feelings concealed got revealed!!

I ask this question to myself day and night , dilemma lies in me too bright

Whose mistake was it? mine or yours..who will say sorry first now? you or me?

No pride it is,no ego of mine ,i say with conviction , it is

I was there for you friend whenever you need me,just like your shadow i stood by 

I got you everything you need, biggest smile to you I intend to bring 

Never cared for what i got,aspired to give you the best

Never complaint for your mid night calls i am there for you till i rest!

Then?..then what was it which brought silence between us? 

Was it love of mine or care for you divine?

Was it being so selfless for you ,my been a being so true?

well,I don't have answer for any of questions I mentioned, no answer is there for many more questions in mind I have! my topic of discussion is a true friend doubting trueness in friendship, whether lies or not ? or its just in fairy tales everything sweet comes and stays forever with thy. We, bunch of honest souls , loose ourselves amidst selfish beings and become similar to them.but my question is.. is it right to become just like them ? to whosoever I met they say ,"chuck them,ditch them its time to move on baby ,its time." well,yes to some extent they appear right to me why do we deserve the hell of sadness, searching for reasons why it happened but then my heart say to me " dear friend! how can you move on, your bestie have already moved too ahead of you. how can you ditch them,well you were not in any trade off initially ..a barter of returning pain,if given pain. " Am still little confused whether 'am doing right or should I adhere by my friends but I choose to be indifferent to situations around ,no more thinking I want.I am still not decided with what is the exact solution ,so this post will be continued.......

my friends sailing in my boat will understand all what i said above, others will just call it a piece of scrap,never mind.

mirror mirror tell me the truth!

I stand in front of mirror daily ,get ready and go for work  but today it went different,i stopped by ,I stood there for a while i made few faces :) :P :/ :( and suddenly stood expressionless. I,inside me, asked me  "so friend! how is your life going?" , I undoubtedly said "Awesome"  then I said "wait! umm yeah life isn't that awesome,some fights with friends ,some stress of study I have.. wait ,yes I am burdened with tension of what next in life and yes I have some arguments with other few" that moment I realised oh ! my life isn't happy.. lot messy it is.and then started the saga of I don't have this ,I don't have that..I want this..my wishes are not still met. it wasn't going anywhere beyond my never ending complaint list but then I said to myself again "hang on dude! why so pessimistic? I do have best place for work..in best institution I am, I can live the days I want..I have calibre to be what I want..I am honest in my deeds I cant help people who misinterpret me,I obviously can't explain myself to everyone out there.I do enjoy what I study, I am happy with where I am today..yes I was right it is not bad..awesome it is.So what I don't have a big car outside my house,well I never aspired for that any day . I can never make my future awesome unless I start living today. so yes it is awesome my friend ."  I smiled and went..I felt happy that day..my heart felt steadfast that day ..and from that day onwards I always smile in mirror before leaving....I say thanks to myself for giving me realisation of what I have..I don't have much complaints with life any more.

All I intend to say is its all about how we perceive the things. its all about perception I say..we can stop complaining only the day we start appreciating what we have..be it any face of life its always positive attitude which makes us cross the river.
go ahead and try once what I did..
Good Luck!

Love :feeling yet to realise !!

'I LOVE YOU, I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU'

ROFL,what to say..
I saw a girl typing this,listened a guy saying so on phone to his girlfriend
I noticed the phrase in eyes of best friends ,nonetheless i caught this whisper in my mother's ''BYE''

Next day on my way to college,I noticed
The same girl sitting on bus stand with wet eyes,The same guy fighting on phone with his girl
Best buddies diverging,but my mom still said me ''BYE'' with same zeal

I was confused, somewhat lost i was
were the claims of all ,but mom, were false of loving truly ?or was it The feeling missing?
Busy again I got ,loads work,a lot to read ,much more to learn

Once sitting during a break in lawn ,my college lawn,I was sitting alone
I saw up in sky, birds flying too high ,I was enjoying the air around
when suddenly,the same question puzzled my mind again!!

I kept on gazing on sky ..long..quiet long it was,but good part is that my question got answered.
Yes it was the feeling ,the feeling of true love unrealised
Nowadays one start loving other much more with expectation,expectation of being loved back

One always expect ,and thus feel bad when expectations are not fulfilled
we are actually selfish when we are supposed to be selfless
Love is always without expectations, its always about giving
Love is not between a guy and a girl ,but between two honest souls it exists
we need not love only those who love us in return
 but we need to love as we respecting the person from soul ,without expectations
and that is the reason why its only the mother who always love us ,howsoever we behave

My claim is not that its only mother whose love is true but when love is selfless ,between two honest souls without expectations of being loved back or more ,that love is pious and pure!!

:):)


 

Desire to aspire

Mr.X : hey ,so what are you planning to do in your life?

Mr.Y : hello man! I want to earn sufficient enough to fulfill my needs,also I aspire to get fame,also a big house , what else yes for sure a happy family.

Mr.X : that's great man!your aspirations seems never ending to me.Human needs are unlimited.

Mr.Y : oh!so you tell me what u want in your life ?..don't u aspire for the things I mentioned??

Mr. X : If you ask me ,NO. All I want in my life is SATISFACTION .So ,if small home gives me that I am happy, I dream of living my life than spending half life earning for living big and thus loosing the ecstasy of the moments which I could otherwise enjoy.

Mr.Y : oh dude! you are completely unrealistic and impractical.you wont ever do this in your life.

Mr.X : I will surely friend.II live the life the way I want.I am not the person whose thoughts get influenced by person next door.As an individual if u ask me I should say the same what u said but being myself I know what is the difference between what is best for me and what should be best for me. 

Mr.Y : I didnt get you ? so you mean to say whatever I mentioned that is because am influenced by someone?

Mr. X : I am not pin pointing you at any point.I am just saying that the word BIG is itself not defined,measured.If acheiving the success the motive of ur life its good but if acheiving success ,through whatever means,is motive of ur life then its wrong my friend.Because there and then the goal leaves its soul.
we all get envy with what other is having and always want to possess that,and in this very process we disregard the things,the relations,the happiness with which we are blessed with.Its all about satisfaction.If I know my goals,i know my road to travel upon,then I should be happy being focussed in my life ,in this there is no need of getting influenced by different people who claim that the blah blah things are best for you and the blah blah things will give u solace in life.They are noone to decide your roads.You yourself know what is best for you and what is not.


what all i wish to say from above is,we all can be either Mr. X or Mr. Y .choice always lie in our hand.Just the pious thoughts for great life matters.

deep thought!!

i saw till horizon ..
road was limitless ,path too untraveled
and then i search around me..
shattered ,no, i was not..felt good when given bad..
and then and there,,
i saw i found and  i met to I
me ,myself..not consoling but telling the truth
if path is alone,then journey would be more thrilling!!
as i have got myself, unbounded,unaccountable
like a bird i too can sit wherever i want..
when i sit on a branch,i meet others like mine.
we talk,we walk,WE promise to fly too high.
my journey from I to WE
didn't let me loose myself,if ,to be with other
this ,i didn't know,but i learnt from others who passed by..
travelers when stop by oasis ,they don't let themselves enjoy the pleasures too long..
because they still conspire to reach the destination they aspired
no hope,no faith,no zeal ever is given up..
and that is how i say..
in the path of life..
don't let yourself down,don't distrust yourself when u know that
no one can master us when we are ourselves are the king!!